Week 14

I am home right now and have been since Thursday morning (it is Saturday at about noon). I will be heading back up tonight with my friend/boss, Sarah. I came down to go to Gracie's Memorial Service which will be tonight at 6. It will be hard to go right back to work after that but I know I needed to be here.

Being home has been a good reminder that God is good, that He is at work and that I am where He wants me to be. I really miss the people down here. A lot. Also, I believe God has been telling me to pray and pray and pray due to the fact that every sermon I have heard lately has been on prayer and I have been studying fasting/prayer... funny how that always seems to happen. I am realizing how much of the "cloud" I have been in the last month or so is spiritual rather than simply emotional/logical. I have never felt demonic attack like I have been feeling the past 3 months but especially since I have been working with B3. I have been just sitting in that and letting it control me SO that is not good.

This is going to be a really short post :) I love you all. Thank you for your prayers. Seriously. I am praying for you.